I think I misread, or look into things too much,
then brain goes crazy and I spiral out of control and say things…
sometimes I find I make a mess of things..
Some things open old wounds too, hard not to feel the pain,
but must take it in…
I understand a bit what you mean about strong foundation,
it must be so great to have that, to know that the person is there,
certainty, security…. I wish I could have that….
This sounds cray too but
I think it was the person’s bday recently….
I wanted to wish happy bday but again…
its crossed my mind many times…
but as discussed about the situation….
I still think about the person….
I know its crazy
She was happy the last time I saw her….